The creative process (Raw)

Is there a word for that moment when you knew quitting is the next step you'd make then just before your foot hits the ground, your mood suddenly flips? Is there a word for that particular moment when you're just about to give up and then the effect of the caffeine kicks and you finally can skip sleep?

The creative process leads you to a roller coaster ride when feelings of awe turns into feelings of shame before you can even say Jack Robinson, or Hilary Clinton, or any other name that doesn't sound like your own. When you doubt yourself, the creative process is always there saying that you're completely fine, 'You've progressed to the next level, thank you. Keep playing.'

Every human endeavor that aims to connect is art. Art is every human endeavor that creates connections where there is none.One truth about being human is that we can either create an art, or turn everything what's already there as an art.  Creative process is that peace amidst the crisis, when instead of wearing out, the chirping of the birds becomes your music and the fast movement of the clouds your instant short film. What a perfect de-stress. 

I am about to end this but still can't think of the word that will perfectly describe how the whole process works. It's on the tip of my tongue. 

Forget it and just look how the night is so serene.

Serene, right! Serenity. No, it doesn't describe the sudden flip of your creative feelings, but this is what I feel right now. This is what we feel as we are about to hit the final key that will put an end to the hard-boiled toil of creation.